[25 Mar 2005|05:41pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Sheryl Crow-If It Makes You Happy ] i love my dog. ♥ 1 ♥ CMNT

i want you close to me [22 Feb 2005|07:20pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Faith Hill- just to hear you say that you love me ] damn it feels good to be gangster HOLLA! ♥ 2 ♥ CMNT

[02 Feb 2005|03:25pm] [ mood | mellow ] um school is going pretty good. i'm getting good grades, and i'm just doing good. i'm proud :] cassie had her puppies awhile ago. they are adorable and i want to keep all 7 of them. they are growing up so quickly tho. i really miss eliza, alot. i can't wait to hang out with her and the lovely cassie this weekend. i want to hang out with amber so much too, we havent like ever. but she is one of my best friends and i love her dearly. i hung out w/ andrea yesterday and we played hardcore DDR and came to the conclusion that we are both fat and out of shape. haha, or atleast i am, i could tell by the way i was just flying all over the mat. mandy is on her way over right now, and i'm excited. i love that little slut ;] maybe cuz we are so sweet at the bottle game at lunch. haha my classes this semester are so good. especially with kara GOOmo in them. haha she keeps me laughing :] my anit-depression medicine is helping me a little. i feel slighty better at times. i'm at a really low dose right now, but atleast i can see it works. i just have to go back to the doctor and he keeps up'ing the dose every week. oh well. i love my friends, they are wonderful and have a huge chunk of my heart :] but i am totally and completely in love with mr. timmy. he is just my soul-mate. all i could ask for. i can't honestly say he makes me happy right now, bcuz with what im going through right now, nothing does. but he tries his hardest, and i love him so much just for that alone. he listens to me and is always there. he does whatever he can to make me laugh or atleast smile. ah, i love him :] ♥ i'm in a good mood. i scheduled my classes today for the next 2 years. and man im taking some hard ones. but i don't care. i'm so excited to get out on my own and start my own life. i cant wait to have a family and my career job :] ok that's enough typing. comment? :] ♥ 4 ♥ CMNT

[25 Jan 2005|04:43pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | FATA // Autumns Monologue ] ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 2 ♥ CMNT

a few random thoughts... [20 Jan 2005|12:21pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | the postal service-such great heights ] i miss eliza =[ i can't wait till she gets home. my phone won't let me call her?...gay. i can't wait to marry timothy. i love him. we're secretly married already ;] i love brandon testani. even tho he is abusive, haha. but a great friend. i can't wait for softball to start. even though it's gonna be frustrating. i don't care. i get my license in 2 weeks! HOLLA! i get my cougar pretty soon too! yikes! who needs a ride? haha. tan and stalk. right mandy? ;] comment?...♥ ♥ 3 ♥ CMNT

[20 Jan 2005|12:32am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | something corporate-down ] ~~1 Have you ever kissed anyone? yeppers. ~~2 How many people have you kissed? a few ~~3 Name the people you have kissed. ben,joe,tim.. ~~4 Who was the best kisser? Timmy ~~5 Who was the worst kisser? i wont say. ~~6 Do you prefer a peck or tongue? both are nice =] ~~7 Who do you 'want' to kiss? Timmy Time. ~~8 Are you a passionate kisser? oh you betcha ;] ~~9 How old were you when you had your first french kiss? 12? ~~10 What was the best movie kiss? i dont know. ~~11 Where do you like to be touched when a girl(or guy) kisses you? face...or.. ~~12 What is the worst thing a person can do when the are kissing you? umm, bite your tongue maybe? ouch. ~~13 Do you prefer your eyes open or closed? closed ~~14 Do you prefer their eyes open or closed? closed ~~15 Do you like to kiss a lot? love to ~~16 Do you prefer kisses or hugs? love em' both <3 ~~17 Do you like your ears and neck to be kissed? oh boy, that drives me crazy ;] ~~18 Have you kissed someone with braces before? yea ~~19 Who was the last person you kissed? t-bone <3 ~~20 Where do you want to be kissed? anywhere ;] ~~21 Where (besides your lips) have you been kissed? everywhere ;] ~~22 How long was your longest kiss? 10 days? haha i dont know sukka. ~~23 Shortest kiss? a little peck i suppose? ~~24 How often do you kiss? everyday :-* ~~25 What's the longest you've gone without one? a couple days ~~26 Do you think you're a good kisser? not to shabby ;] ~~27 Have you ever kissed someone on a dare? yep ~~28 Have you ever regretted a kiss? a little bit. ~~29 Are you a kissing slut? oh yes i am ;] 3 things you are: goofy,smart,caring 3 things you are not: rude,stuck up,purple 3 things you like: music,kissing,laughing 3 things you dislike: school,cramps,headaches 3 things you want: new jeans,my dream car,marry timmy 3 qualities you like in a guy/girl: makes me laugh,easy to talk to,selfless 3 qualities you dislike: stuck up,selfish,mean 3 qualities that make your ideal relationship: love,trust,understanding 3 qualities you like in a friend: fun,goofy,caring 3 words that describe/remind you of love: snuggle,beautiful,kissy ♥ CMNT

what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams, maybe then you'd know how i feel... [24 Dec 2004|03:07pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | matchbook romance-the greatest fall ] it's christmas eve. yea, so what. i hate it. i'm not exctied at all. only for food, and giving my mom presents. oh and tim. my friends dont call me at all i cant name one time this whole break. that's really sad. :( i don't wanna spend time w/ my family. i sit by myself like the whole time. i get real sad while i'm there. it's hard not to cry. yea ok. merry fucking christmas. i hope i die. "..i'm just so tired wont you sing me to sleep and fly through my dreams so i can hitch a ride with you tonight and get away from this place..." ♥ 1 ♥ CMNT

it's all in how you mix the two... [19 Dec 2004|02:02pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | the used // blue and yellow ] ( you're all kinds of beautiful ) ♥ 1 ♥ CMNT

[19 Dec 2004|01:38pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | My Chemical Romance // I'm Not Okay ] How loved are you? Created by KerianaWilliams and taken 22423 times on bzoink! Name? Age? Favourite animal? You're this loved. 85% This many people love you. 305 Create a Quizlet | Search Quizlets | Go to bzoink! ♥ CMNT

[13 Dec 2004|06:52pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | Edwin McCain // I'll Be ] A feel good quiz by cerulean_dreams your name is... your eyes are striking your hair is magnificent your smile outshines the sun your body is envied by many your hugs are caring and addicting your kiss is sentuous your love is honest and true Quiz created with MemeGen! ♥ 2 ♥ CMNT

[07 Dec 2004|06:57pm] [ mood | thirsty ] [ music | tbs-tell all your friends ] You are Kristen! Which Laguna Beach Cast Member are you? brought to you by Quizilla ♥ CMNT

[07 Dec 2004|06:51pm] [ mood | busy ] ( la la la... ) ♥ CMNT

[24 Nov 2004|01:42pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | DC // Photobooth ] I remember when the days were long, And the nights when the living room was on the lawn. Constant quarreling, the childish fits, and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman. All the slander and double-speak Were only foolish attempts to show you did not mean Anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth. And as the summer's ending, The cool air will put your hard heart away. You were so condescending... And this is all that's left: Scraping paper to document. I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on. Cup your mouth to compress the sound, Skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town. And everything that I said was true, As the flashes blinded us in the photobooth. Well, I lost track, and then those words were said. You took the wheel and you steered us into my bed. Soon we woke and I walked you home, And it was pretty clear that it was hardly love. And as the summer's ending, The cool air will rush your hard heart away. You were so condescending. And this is all that's left: Scraping paper to document. I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on. And as the summer's ending, The cool air will rush your hard heart away. You were so condescending, As the alcohol drained the days. And as the summer's ending, The cool air will rush your hard heart away. You were so condescending. And this is all that's left: The empty bottles, spent cigarettes. So pack a change of clothes, 'cause it's time to move on. ♥ CMNT

[13 Nov 2004|06:48pm] [ mood | goofy ] [ music | MTB ] ( we look good side by side ) ♥ CMNT

[17 Oct 2004|11:26am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | FATA // Autumns Monologue ] ( deep in the heart of your sins... ) ♥ CMNT

[16 Oct 2004|05:25pm] [ mood | lonely ] wow, i miss friends.. like real bad. what ever happened to the good ol days? i hate not being included in the "girls nights" i guess that's my own fault. why can't we just call eachother up and be like "hey let's hang out",..for some reason that seems so out of the question these days..? everybody has there own little group of "best friends" even tho for most of them the "best friend" is a diffrent one every month or so.. ppl are so fake these days. how can you trust anyone?.. i guess it's my fault. i have no friends... =[ ♥ 1 ♥ CMNT

[07 Oct 2004|03:26pm] [ mood | flirty ] TODAY IS MY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!! ♥ 3 ♥ CMNT

[04 Oct 2004|07:53pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Senses Fail // Buried A Lie ] 3 days... ♥ CMNT

[27 Sep 2004|05:47pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | SC // Down ] Natalie's Birthday Count Down! 10 days! ♥ ♥ CMNT

[20 Sep 2004|06:24pm] [ mood | sore ] i'm a stress ball. pitching lessons started up again. i'm soooo sore from them. homecoming is coming up! YaY!! i've got my dress all ready to go :] timmy is going to get his shirt n suit tonight. i love to dance <3 tonight all i'm gonna do is eat go in the hot tub. and lay around and cuddle w/ timmy. i'm SUPER sore and real tired. =( and that's all...♥ are you ready to run away with me? pack your things we can leave today say our goodbyes and get on the train say goodbye just you and i in the sweet unknown we can just call eachother our home <3 if i had to choose a way to die it'd be with you in a goosebump infested embrace with my over anxious cupping your face :-* how does it feel? i love you so much. ♥ ♥ 1 ♥ CMNT

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